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[01 Jul 1999|04:18am]
[ mood | awake ]

I can't sleep. That's unusual for me. I'm going to go sit outside for a while. Draco, if you wake up, come sit with me?

Everything's fine, I'm not upset or anything. I just thought I'd sit outside. It's nice tonight by the ocean.

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[28 Jun 1999|08:42pm]
[ mood | handfasted ]

Brighton is great. We finally went in the water. It's cold, but it was fun. I don't want to go home, and I can't wait to go home. Does that make sense? Probably not.

I guess I'm a little mixed up, but I'm really happy.

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[06 Jun 1999|06:33am]
[ mood | excited ]

The equipment and parts for the new Quidditch Pitch came today. I could hire people, but I'd rather do it myself. With Draco, if he wants to help.

It shouldn't take long. We'll be playing by tomorrow. Maybe my parents might want to come over and play with us. Remus says he doesn't play, but when he does agree, he's really good.

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[24 May 1999|09:29pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

I bought a book of poetry when we were in Salem last week. It's one by Robert Frost, who's my favourite, and I'd never seen it before. There's a poem in it, that I know I've heard or read before, but tonight I really read it for the first time. I had a bad dream, and well. Reading helps. It goes like this:

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I won't ever make fences like that.


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[18 May 1999|05:37am]
[ mood | good ]

*When Draco wakes up, he'll find a vase of wildflowers, cinnamon scones, and a potful of hot tea on a tray on his bedside table*

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[14 May 1999|09:28am]
[ mood | happy ]

Draco?

I didn't want to wake you. It was late when we finally fell asleep, so I thought I'd let you stay in bed.

I'm in the garden. Bring the scones and coffee? Um, and tea, of course.

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Soho, London, Late night/early morning [filtered to Draco and Narcissa, if they want to read it] [28 Apr 1999|02:46am]
[ mood | happy ]

It's two-thirty, and I can't sleep. I've probably written a lot of journal entries when I couldn't sleep, and probably most of them were when I was upset or depressed. I'm not, now, I just can't sleep.

Draco has been asleep for a few hours. We're in Soho. We haven't been here in a long time. It's good to be back.

We went out to the pub down the street and had fish and chips. After spending all that time in America last winter (and early Spring), I've found that for all the Americans do that I like, one think I they can't do is make a decent batch of chips. So, I'm glad to be back in England, even more glad to be back in Soho. Well, Wales has good chips, too, but. Soho is good because it's Soho, and we like it here.

We're at Hazlitt's, like we usually do. We're staying in this room, but all the rooms here are really nice, so if our usual room isn't available we don't mind much.

Well. Like I said, Draco's sleeping. We had some Guinness at the pub--I'd never had it before, it tastes sort of like liquid bread--and then we went dancing at a place down the street, and came back, and had some wine. I think the wine made Draco sleepy, after a while, but I'm still awake. I just can't sleep, I guess. I really don't know why. It's not like there's anything bad happening. It's all actually good.

We went to Hogwarts on Sunday and had breakfast with Draco's mum. She told us she'd do what we'd asked her. That means that we'll...wow. We're really going to do ths. Draco and I got into a disagreement later, and it was my fault, but we settled it. We usually do, but I still hate arguing with him. Anyway, in the afternoon on Sunday we had lunch in Hogsmeade with Professor Sprout. She's going to come to the house next week and look at the garden. I'm a little nervous. I mean, she's an expert and all, and I'm just experimenting with seeds and plants and all.

I think that Draco's going to sleep for a while. I'm usually the one who sleeps. Sometimes he watches me. This time, I've been watching him. He looks like a little boy when he sleeps.

Draco's mum is watching Snoopy and Elysia while we're in London. We'll go back in a couple of days. As much as we love our holidays, we love our home more. And, anyway, it'll be time to plant the carrots and early broccoli. The potatoes and lettuces are already in and doing well. We're thinking of doing over the bedroom, if we can decide on a wall colour. I like burgundy, but Draco doesn't think its' a good colour for the bedroom.

Anyway, I should go to bed. I might sleep, after all, until Draco wakes me.

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[24 Apr 1999|11:26am]
[ mood | energetic ]

The roses came yesterday. I couldn't figure out where they should go for the longest time. I spent all yesterday morning marking spots for the beds, but nothing looked right. I lost all track of time trying to decide where to put them. It's a good thing Draco made lunch, or we'd never have eaten, and I'd probably have stood out there all day.

After lunch we went outside and decided that they shouldn't be next to the house, where I was trying to put them, but in the grassy alcove between the two big oaks in the back corner. It was Draco's idea, really. I should have brought him outside with me in the first place. Now I'll need to order the trellis, and I think this would be a good place for a garden bench. Of course, I have roses that arent climbing ones, too, but I suppose I'll ask Draco when he's done researching whatever he's researching today. We'll see Professor Sprout this weekend at Hogwarts. She might have some ideas. I need to ask her where's a good place to plant those seeds she gave me. She won't even tell me what they are, how can I possibly know where to plant them?


We're also trying to find a name for the house. Houses should have names, right? My parents' house was "Godric's Hollow", but that wouldn't work because of the whole house thing. And um. We're definitely not naming it anything even close to "Malfoy Manor" What was it that Draco called it? I forget. Oh, yeah. Pedestrian. We're thinking of something Welsh, because, well, we're in Wales.

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[22 Sep 1996|10:05am]
[ mood | calm ]

Montague's dead. I'm alive. Draco's alive. My friends are fine, for the most part. I can fly again. Quidditch practice is going well.

Sirius? Can I talk to you sometime soon? You too, Remus, but I want to talk with Sirius first, if that's all right.

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filtered to Pansy, Draco, Narcissa, Katie, Ron, Hermione, Remus, Sirius. [30 Aug 1996|07:28pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

Tomorrow's the last day of Summer hols. Soon we'll all be going back to Hogwarts. I'll be there, just like I said I would. It's been the best Summer of my life, I don't regret a second.

Ron, I've tried to meet up with you. I guess we missed each other. I'll see you on the train. You too, Hermione. I miss you both.


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[10 Aug 1996|08:54am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

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Blocked except to Draco, Remus, Sirius, Narcissa, Ron, Hermione [26 Jul 1996|01:58pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I just wanted to let you know that I'm still fine. I'm being very careful, watching out all the time. I'm also having a really good time. It's been a fabulous summer. I know you all wish I didn't do it, but I'm glad I left. And I'll be on the Hogwarts express when school starts, honest. I might even see some of you in Diagon Alley before.

Ron, I don't think I'll be able to go to the burrow, now that the word's out that I'm not at the Dursleys. I mean, I'm safe here, but I wouldn't want to put your family at any risk. What I'd like to do,if you want, is meet at a public spot. That is, if you still want to. We could have lunch together, spend part of a day, or something. Let me know, all right? And say hello to your family for me.

Sirius, I hope you're back from Romania and that everything's okay. I miss you and Remus both. Try not to worry. I'll be back before you know it.

'Mione, I, um. I miss you, too and I wish that you'd.

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Blocked except for Draco, Ron, Hermione, Sirius, Remus [04 Jul 1996|05:11pm]
[ mood | content ]

Hi everyone! I just wanted to let you all know that I'm settled in safely. I still can't tell you where I am, but it's safe and comfortable, and I'm really happy here. This is the first time I've felt relaxed in the summer, except for when I'm at the Burrow. Ron, I hope we can see each other sometime in August. Hermione, you probably hate me. I wish we could find a way around all the mess between us.

Sirius, I know you're worried about me sending owls. Don't be. After my birthday I'll let everyone know where I am, and you can set up any kind of wards you want. **And I'm not stupid enough not to have arranged for some of my own** I love you and Remus a lot. You probably think I'm just a hot-headed teenager, and I guess I am. Sirius, don't do anything dangerous in Bulgaria. You're not the only one who worries.

Draco, gods. I love you more than ever. I hate it when I'm here and you're there, but I'll tell you, it's better here than at my awful relatives' house. Say hello to your mum for me, all right?


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[27 Jun 1996|09:02am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

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The Ceremony of Innocence is Drowned [18 Jun 1996|11:18pm]
[ mood | numb ]

It's the middle of the night, and I can't sleep.

Is it a bad thing if someone doesn't know something is wrong, and then doesn't say anything because he doesn't know he should?

Is is a bad thing for someone to feel guilty about something they didn't do?

Is it a bad thing...? Yeah. It's a bad thing. It's all a very bad thing.

Anyone who ever called me a hero is dead wrong. Heroes save people. They don't let them die.

I should have realised that part last year.

I think I'd be completely around the bend if it weren't for Draco. I'm still amazed the way things went that brought us together. And I've been a right pain in the arse half the time. He loves me anyway.

I'm going back to sleep now.

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[13 Jun 1996|08:05am]
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[30 May 1996|09:54am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Well, it looks like there either won't be a Quidditch Final, or Gryffindor will get destroyed. Ron isn't allowed to play Quidditch. I'm owling Professor McGonagall and asking her to please change her mind, just this once. I'm really not sure she'll do that, so I'm going to ask Madame Hooch to cancel the game if she doesn't. I can't see us playing without a Keeper. I don't think Draco would want that, either. I haven't spoken to him yet, because I just thought of this, but I will as soon as I can.

Oh, and Hermione? Don't you even think of blaming yourself for this. It's not your fault. You did the right thing, Miss Granger. I'm proud you're my friend.




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[05 May 1996|07:23am]
[ mood | loved ]

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Miles to go before I sleep [22 Apr 1996|09:09pm]
[ mood | content ]

This weekend at Hogsmeade was one of the best ever. We had a great lunch with Angie. We don't see her nearly enough, so it was even more fun catching up. I think we should plan on a Hogsmeade lunch more weekends.

We went to Quality Quidditch Supplies so I could get a refill for my Broomstick Care Kit. Draco thinks that there should be self-refilling kits that you pay for like a subscription. It's a great idea, but it would probably cost more, and anyway, I like going to the supply shop to see the new brooms and accessories. The new brooms aren't in until late summer, though. Oh, well.

Then we went to the Magical Zoo to get Elysia some toys. Draco got her a new collar and a scratching toy. I got her a collar as well, but the one I bought was red silk. The red part is for Gryffindor and the silk part is to appeal to Draco's sense of style.

Last night we visited with Draco's mother. She mentioned Stonehenge, and told us about its magical history. I've never been there, but I think I'd like to go. Maybe this summer, if summer plans work out. Just being around something that ancient and powerful would be fantastic.

Tonight we saw Remus for the first time since the hols. He's going to talk to Dumbledore about why those criminals are still at Hogwarts and not standing trial at the Ministry. I hope something is done, and soon, because it's been too long.

We should really be **starting** finishing our article for diss_sent. I think we're going to wait until tomorrow. It's been a long day. I wish every day was like the weekend was.

And I wish

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This weekend at Hogsmeade was one of the best ever. <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/slytherindraco/">We</a> had a great lunch with <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/quaffle_angel/">Angie</a>. We don't see her nearly enough, so it was even more fun catching up. I think we should plan on a Hogsmeade lunch more weekends.

We went to Quality Quidditch Supplies so I could get a refill for my Broomstick Care Kit. Draco thinks that there should be self-refilling kits that you pay for like a subscription. It's a great idea, but it would probably cost more, and anyway, I like going to the supply shop to see the new brooms and accessories. The new brooms aren't in until late summer, though. Oh, well.

Then we went to the Magical Zoo to get Elysia some toys. Draco got her a new collar and a scratching toy. I got her a <a href="http://f4.grp.yahoofs.com/v1/gNelPgAbG8RvjGDW1kx3gtuWitFsXvwve1K8_z190bA2yL1lopZDb-uZ8OwJ9wUeczTjP_10Kq3hybTjDPTpQfyXKZY/Elysia/redsilkcollar.jpg">collar</a> as well, but the one I bought was red silk. The red part is for Gryffindor and the silk part is to appeal to Draco's sense of style.

Last night we visited with Draco's <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/manor_lady/">mother</a>. She mentioned Stonehenge, and told us about its magical history. I've never been there, but I think I'd like to go. Maybe this summer, if summer plans work out. Just being around something that ancient and powerful would be fantastic.

Tonight we saw <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/maraudermoony/">Remus</a> for the first time since the hols. He's going to talk to Dumbledore about why <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/slytherinpucey/">those</a> <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/darien_montague/">criminals</a> are still at Hogwarts and not standing trial at the Ministry. I hope something is done, and soon, because it's been too long.

We should really be **starting** finishing our article for <lj user="diss_sent">. I think we're going to wait until tomorrow. It's been a long day. I wish every day was like the weekend was.

And I wish <a href="<a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/chess_champ/">Ron</a> would talk to me.

Even with all the not-so-good things, though, I'm happy. Maybe for the first time ever. It's quiet here; the cat's playing with my quill, and my thoughts aren't scattered. And Draco's here. And right now, that's all I need. The rest of it is just what I <i>want</i>.
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Two Questions [17 Apr 1996|03:01pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Nobody seems to be asking the right questions. If the faculty won't do it, then I will.


The first question is for Darien Montague.

Montague, why did you attack Draco? I want every reason, Montague, not just the homophobic bullshit rubbish.

The second question is for Adrian Pucey. Tell me, Pucey, how did you feel when you cast the Cruciatus Curse on an unarmed wizard? Did it make you feel powerful to see Draco in so much pain?

Oh, dear. That's three questions, isn't it? I must have been lying about there only being two. I'm sure you know what lying is. It's that thing that you can't do right now.

I know neither of you want to answer me. Unfortunately for you, there's that nasty hex still on you. You won't be able to stop yourselves. And when you do answer, you're fucked both in a lot of trouble.

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